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“my canvas of colours, my constellation of stars”
'I feel unspeakably lonely. And I feel - drained. It is a blank state of mind and soul I cannot describe to you as I think it would not make any difference. Also it is a very private feeling I have - that of melting into a perpetual nervous breakdown. I am often questioning myself what I further want to do, who I further wish to be; which parts of me, exactly, are still functioning properly. No answers, darling. At all.'
— Anne Sexton, A Self-Portrait In Letters
Oh shoot I forgot Daylight Savings was today. My laptop just went shooting one hour ahead and I had to question whether I was really up for that long.
'We fear others will judge us,
But then we end up judging ourselves.
We fear we will disappoint others,
But then we end up disappointing ourselves.
We fear others will shatter us,
But then we end up shattering ourselves.
Why is human nature so ridiculous?'